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DAY 24 — Changa Bell

Changa Bell - Namaste with Soul

The day Changa Bell’s heart began to stop is the same day his life began to change forever.

His name means “strong as iron” in Yoruba, but the tangle of IVs and electrodes spider-webbing across his hospital bed, and the inescapable dread of closing his eyes for fear he might not open them again made him feel so weak and small. Every now and then, his heart would inexplicably stop, and no one knew for sure why. So here in a still, sterile room Changa, only in his early 30s, laid vowing that before he’d let doctors give him a pacemaker, he’d find a change of pace himself.

And he knew just where to start. The same person who’d taught him to be a man sat with Changa for the very first time and taught him yoga too. “I was raised in the ’80s, and yoga was totally not the cool thing to do,” so even though Changa’s father was a yogi, he’d never felt particularly compelled to practice yoga himself… until now. When his heart arrhythmia stabilized just a few weeks later, Changa was a believer.

But in his hometown of Baltimore where almost 63% of the population is black, he was an anomaly for a lot of reasons. Of course, black yogis are few and far between. But more importantly, yoga helped Changa escape a harsh statistic too many of his peers never did: black men have the lowest life expectancy in the United States. It was an alarming reality because the causes were nearly too innumerable to address – heart disease and stroke that claim 30 and 60 percent more black men than non-Hispanic white men, respectively; a suicide rate 4 times that of black women, when African-Americans are already 10% more likely to suffer serious psychological distress; and of course, inner city gun violence that claims too many young men’s lives.

The thought of all those ills affecting black men just like him could have been overwhelming. But Changa gave an old cliché new purpose when he discovered he could help address all of those issues with one simple solution: meditate on it.

It was a novel, and admittedly “hippie” approach, but one with science on its side too. The National Institutes of Health (NIH) list “stress management, mental/emotional health, promoting healthy eating/activity habits, sleep, and balance” as possible benefits yoga provides, and Changa himself was a living example. But like all things, getting others on board was easier said than done.

Even as someone intimately familiar with the practice of yoga, he couldn’t shake the discomfort that intruded on his peace of mind during every class. “Black men in particular were isolated from the yoga community. I didn’t fit the preconceived mold. We’re marketed as over-sexualized, hyper-violent, hyper-masculine,” he says. “I was the only male in a class of 17 people when I got certified. It was intimidating to me, and I didn’t want black men to not get the life-saving possibilities of yoga because they didn’t feel comfortable in a space with a bunch of strong, mostly white, mostly young women.” The centuries-long practice of yoga couldn’t erase America’s historic social dynamics between white women and black men, especially in a space with so little representation.

Motivated by his mantra “I am my light, my own responsibility, and that I am alone in accountability for the change that I wish to see in my world, which is really the change I wish to see in my life,” Changa took it upon himself to create the The Black Male Yoga Initiative in 2015.

In their own words, “Black Male Yoga Initiative creates integrated, supportive, safe spaces that empower our program participants to break down social stigmas, gain skills for human development and thus create positive social change in their own communities and our global community.” The organization “envisions a future, where race and gender are not social determinants of health, and where individuals are empowered to take on the path of self realization; that we may all join in the understanding that health is our collective heritage.”

An understanding of black men’s journey from commodification to criminalization gives Changa’s yoga practice a very special point of view. No matter what sort of ailments his students suffer from, his message for them remains the same: “You’re welcome here. Come and heal.” And they’ve taken it to heart. “Trauma is deeply intertwined in our existence. We get to express it here,” said one of the BMYI members. “Yoga brings balance. It puts everything I’ve ever went through into perspective.”

Changa hopes that attitude is one that ripples through the black male community, and he can see yoga transform and motivate black men in the same way it did for him. He’s set a goal to train and certify 1,000 yoga instructors aged 16-65 through BMYI, and this year, he’s going nationwide to make it happen on his “Health is Our Heritage Tour.” Pop-up workshops featuring dialogue circles, guided meditations, group life coaching, and of course, yoga sessions in six metropolitan cities will bring wellness to the black men exposed to it least but might need it the most.

It’s how now-47-year-old Changa is transforming his individual misfortune and personal enlightenment into something greater than himself. “We strengthen at an individual level in order to strengthen the community as a whole,” he says. In some circles, “namaste” – meaning, the divine in me recognizes the divine in you – is appropriated and overused, but at BMYI, black men seeing each other to wellness and truly being seen is nothing short of spiritual.


KEEP GOING BLACK IN HISTORY:

Learn more about the The Black Male Yoga Initiative and how to help or participate.

Read People Magazine’s feature on how Changa gives black men the space to love themselves.

Follow Changa’s journey on Instagram.

DAY 20 — Jessamyn Stanley

Jessamyn Stanley - Fat Girl Yogi

In a sea of thin, blonde, yoga moms, to say that Jessamyn Stanley is the odd woman out would be an understatement.

As a fat, black, queer woman, she is the polar opposite of not only the yoga stereotype, but also the media representation of a “fit woman.” And yet, in a radical move, the 30-year-old yoga instructor, author and social media maven loves herself anyway.

“The idea that you would be showing this body that society has deemed unacceptable in a way that’s actually glorious, people were thrown [by it],” Jessamyn said.

But she also had the savvy to realize that it wasn’t just A “body that society has deemed unacceptable,” it was that everything that made HER body what it was – skin color, size, and sexual orientation – was all outside the boundaries of what our society calls normal, let alone celebrates.

She’d become a regular yoga practitioner back in 2011, and when she started taking pictures of her poses to check her form, she figured she’d post them to her Instagram for a little social accountability. She wasn’t prepared for the huge response those pictures would get. She’s now just over 400,000 followers, many of whom identify with less visible communities – from plus-sized women, to the elderly and those with disabilities as well.

Jessamyn’s yoga resonates with so many because she practices what she calls “body liberation,” a theory that goes beyond body positivity to recognize that the body each of us has – whatever the race, size, gender, ability, or age – brings us joy, takes us through a lifetime of experiences and is capable of being used in whatever way we channel its energy.

“The point of wellness is that you take care of yourself so that you can be of service to others and be of service to the universe. We can’t even have that conversation because everyone is so obsessed with the way that we look for each other,” she muses.

It’s a message that’s still in stark contrast to the image-obsessed social and digital age we live in, but one that’s incredibly relevant for everyone, and especially those who already don’t “conform.”

In 2015, her blog and Instagram began catching media attention and by 2017, she’d collaborated with the The New York Times in a series to help regular people confidently break into yoga practice, and even won a Tribeca Disruptive Innovation Award “celebrat[ing] disruptive innovation across the full spectrum of traditional and non-traditional domains…at the intersection of technology and culture where frequent clashes and resistance to change impede social progress.” All of that recognition for her message, but Jessamyn didn’t see that energy paying off where it counted.

One of the premiere yoga magazines still hadn’t even had a person of color on the cover. She still didn’t see her skin color or body type featured in yogawear ads or retail stores. The yoga retreats were still largely inaccessible in so many ways. And if someone like her who’d been practicing for years felt uncomfortable navigating that landscape, how would anyone outside of the norm ever start to love yoga too?

“We have this massive visibility issue because the media only puts attention on white, slender, cisgender, heteronormative bodies. I’ve always felt as though I’m representative of the majority and not the minority….get your eyes open, boo,” she quips.

And so represent, she did. Last year, just 2 months before her 30th birthday, Jessamyn’s “Every Body Yoga” became the book version of her digital presence, with step-by-step images of her poses, tips for how to practice yoga with a non-traditional body, and encouragement to give the body you have the grace to do what it can, rather than what you (or others) think it should.

Whether she’s teaching a yoga class, posting to her Instagram, or speaking worldwide, Jessamyn encourages her audiences, and especially women in a constant battle with society about image: “Don’t feel like you need to make excuses for your body or who you are. Your body is not standing in your way. Only your mind is.”


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